Wednesday, November 14, 2007

H...

...ditto.


At night, it's nice. The streets are open. The air is sweet.

"Do you have a light on your bike?? I don't want you to get run over Just sayin..."
- Kimbo-MOM-slice.



Tonight KR had the giggles. :)

Don't go down to Fannin Street.

I have amazing roommates.

ALSO, oil lamps rock.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

"...What's up with TODAY, today?"

Today I rode my bike in the rain for the first time...my pants were soaked and it looked like I had peed in my pants. :)

Going to work seemed like a waste of time. I feel like I'm making less and less money and all I want to do is, NOT be there. Today in particular all I wanted to do was ride around the city and explore...So I asked my boss if I could take out a delivery for him on my bike...he had been drinking sake with one of the guests so I think he was happy to let me go.

I started off, and I wasn't really paying attention to the streets I was passing until I figured I had gone too far, so I looped around and then came back. I was riding for a while. It turns out the building was just a street down from the restaurant and walking would've been sufficient. oh well.


After work I went off on a ride...it was a great time.

I need a new job!

:)

Saturday, November 10, 2007

Your Drug is a heartbreaker....

My love is a lifetaker.


Flashback to high school. :)

Today was a great day. There was much shopping and QUALITY time spent with friends (And Chom...)

(SMILE)

Good night World.

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

$30

....What I made today on 3 tables, for 8 hours...what the hell am I doing??

Oh Hey.

By the way...

You're beautiful and I love you.
You're amazing and smart.
You're talented and intriguing.
You're funny and make me smile.

Just to let you know...

You're pretty special.
You're really nice to me.
You're smile, it brightens that moment.
You're presence, it's irreplaceable.


....I just wanted you to know.

That's a Huuuuge Butt!

(This Post is from Last night...there was a "blogger outage")


Things are huge right now.

Life is Huge.

Music is Huge.

Words are Huge.

Money is Huge.

Friends are Huge.

God is freakin Huge...

Maybe it's because I'm writing this at 12:50, or because my body is still pumping blood and oxygen fast from my night-ride home; nonetheless I feel like everything around me is huge.

Everything is ever changing.

Everyday holds so much possibility. (Even when I'm selling sushi.)

However it may SEEM, life is so dynamic. In reality, our everyday is filled with decisions and callings to some kind of action. We our molding life. In the way that I wake up, and the things that I allow myself to think about, the things I allow myself to work towards, I'm shaping that moment, and that day, and that year...
Sometimes I feel like I'm just floating along. It feels like life has this predictable outcome...but More often than not, it'll take a turn; it HAS taken a turn.

I still look at my life and those around me and see goals and plans, expectations and hopes that are formed and laid out. How real they seem, almost concrete even.

...But what is reality anyways?

I guess I've been thinking about how everything is part of something bigger and I probably won't understand it all in my lifetime. I'm trying to be ok with that. I'm trying to live in view of a permanent haze two steps in front of me, and being ok with that too. Fear, too easily takes over. Please, I pray, let wonder and joy fill that place.

Turn, Turn, Turn. Upside down